AnnaStrife0211

In my rearview mirror My life is getting clearer The sunset sighs and slowly disappears These trinkets once were treasure Life changes like the weather You grow up, grow old or hit the road 'round here So I drive, watching white lines passing by With my plastic dashboard Jesus, waiting there to greet us Hey, hey, I finally found my way Say goodbye to yesterday Hit the gas there ain't no brakes on the lost highway Yeah I'm busting loose, I'm letting go Out on this open road It's independence day on this lost highway I don't know where I'm going But I know where I've been Now I'm afraid of going back again So I drive, years and

I'm fucked up I think, because I don't trust my family anymore, when they are mad at me and they try to make me talk, try to understand why the hell I did that, I don't answer them…I don't do a thing, I just look at them with a blank stare or crying (I tend to do that a lot since I was child) and what they do after that: they give the look meaning "You're so fucked up in the head" or something like that. I guess my dad was right…I'm not the same little girl who loved to talk and play with everyone….I guess I'm more introvert now, don't want to speak with people unless they are talking to me, I don't even trust my own blood. B

Could someone please tell me about love (well the kind of love with the long-distance crap issue)...it´s love even if you didnt know the other ones feelings...or its just a fuckin obssesion, crap, crap....why I cant forget about him...damn, even if i tried thinkin of some other people...I cant forget him...damn. I just want him to come back and fix me up again...just that